ῲ digital ↨ Acid Test: LSD, Ecstasy, and the Power to Heal  Ὼ Book Author Tom Shroder ‘ ῲ digital ↨ Acid Test: LSD, Ecstasy, and the Power to Heal Ὼ Book Author Tom Shroder ‘ ForewordIn 1975 I was a twenty one year old college journalist, home on spring break in Sarasota, Florida, when I noticed a blurb in the local news paper about a charismatic hippie with a pet wolf who was building himself a spectacular house in the woods near town I decided to go out and see it for myself I dont remember anything about the blurb I doubt it mentioned anything about the inf luence of psychedelic drugs in this project But I am guessing that I inferred it, because while I didnt much care about techniques of home buildingnor would my college student readersI was extremely interested in the implications of the psychedelic experience.Im looking at a taped together, Xeroxed copy of the story that resulted from that visit Still no mention of drugs, but there it is between the lines I wrote about the philosophy of the young builder, a guy named Rick Doblin, just a year older than me It was about try ing to live authentically, guided by an inner light rather than societys preconceived ideas consciously working to discover and create his own destiny rather than trudging along the rutted tracks set before him.These were the kinds of notions floating around a certain subculture in those days it was evident in the woodland home itself, with its giant, rainbow themed, spiritually suggestive stained glass window Maybe we discussed psychedelics, maybe we didn t But they were in the air.I myself was not entirely unfamiliar Under the influence of the psilocybin mushrooms my friends and I had learned to pluck from cow dung in the rural fields not far from campus, then boil into tea and drink, I had seen the world and myself from a novel vantage point.It was like being able, for a few precious hours, to climb above your lifeand view it from on high, a perspective every bit as revealing as seeing a too familiar landscape from the top of a mountain Instead of indi vidual cornstalks or oak trees or buildings, you saw checkerboard pat terns of fields, serpentine forests following the course of a river, villages arrayed around ascending spires of churches You saw, for once, how it all fit together.One experience stands out in my memory, because it is something that I have carried with me, every day since, for four decades As the drug took effect, instead of feeling the usual lift, I grew increasingly entangled by anxiety I began to obsess about an ethical problem I was struggling with, which generalized to feelings of inadequacy in life overall and my inability to find solutions.The I struggled against these feelings, the weightier and intractable they seemed And then s uddenly I had a vision I saw myself with my arms wrapped around a boulder I could feel its weight, almost unbearable to hold, and yet I was clinging to it I knew that the heavy stone consisted of all my doubt s and anxieties, and as I desperately clutched it to my chest, I saw in a flash that part of me chose to be anxious as a way to avoid making choices and evade responsibility for them To be free of that awful weight, all I had to do was open my arms, which I did The stone simply dropped away.Ever since, although it has rarely been easy, I ve been able to see negative emotions, on a profound level, as a choice, and the will to let them go as something I could develop, like a muscle The I practiced, the better I got, and I no longer needed the mushrooms to do it.There wasn t a moment I decided to stop doing psychedelic drugs When I left the college environment they became less available, and I gained responsibilities a job, a family, a professional reputation all of which made any illegal activity, and the potential health risks, unacceptable But I never lost my interest in those psychedelic experi ences, or forgot their profundity, and the lasting good they did me.Ten years after graduation, I had become an editor at the Miami Herald Sunday magazine, Tropic, when I noticed a story in the Tampa newspaper about a perennial college student who was promoting the party drug Ecstasy as a breakthrough in psychotherapy I did a double take it was Rick Doblin, the hippie with the house in the woods, the same guy I had written about a decade earlier I assigned a Herald fea ture writer to do a cover story on him We headlined it A Timothy Leary for the 80s Twenty years passed Now I was editor of The Washington Post Magazine, and once again an article that spoke to my lingering interest in the possible positive effects of psychedelics caught my eye This time it was in the New York Times, about Harvard initiating a study testing the use of MDMA Ecstasy to treat anxiety and depression inter minal cancer patients The man sponsoring the study a very sophisticated sounding Harvard Kennedy School PhD named Rick Doblin the hippie in the woods.I got a phone number and Rick answered When I told him my name, he laughed He not only remembered me and the two stories from twenty and thirty years earlier, he still had copies of them both And just that morning, he told me, he d held up the Tim Leary cover of Tropic at a board meeting of the Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies MAPS , his nonprofit organization, to demon strate how completely he d remade his image, from a rebellious hippie to the sponsor of cutting edge scientific research in some of the nation s conservative institutions.This time I wrote the story myself, focusing on the MAPS sponsored research a psychiatrist named Michael Mithoefer was con ducting in Charleston, South Carolina, treating with MDMA assisted psychotherapy mostly female victims of sexual abuse The story ap peared in The Washington Post Magazine in November 2007, and much of it has been adapted here in chapter forty two.I was pleased enough with the piece as published, but I felt it barely scratched the surface, both because of rapidly accumulating develop ments in psychedelic research and because I sensed that the signifi cance of any given study could not be fully assessed without a deeper understanding of the people behind the studies, not to mention the century long struggle of Western culture to come to grips with these powerful and, in some ways, profoundly threatening drugs.This is what I have attempted in Acid Test Whatever success I have had I owe entirely to the openness and honesty of the principal charac ters Those people listed in the acknowledgments have granted me access to scores of records and privileged documents and agreed to sit for what amounted to a combined total of than a hundred hours of interviews, unflinchingly answering the most intimate and sensitive questions, revealing things that were personally painful and might very well expose them to negative judgments or significantly compli cate their lives.Their reasons for agreeing to all the above are transparent They accepted my contention that the full and complete disclosure of all the information surrounding the use and abuse of psychedelic drugs, the history of psychedelic therapy, the motivations of the researchers, and the experiences of the subjects is the best argument for continued and extended support of rigorous and responsible investigation.I owe a special debt to those among them who have undergone clinical trials to treat debilitating post traumatic stress, a disorder that makes it particularly difficult and potentially painful to open up In particular, I am indebted to Donna Kilgore, Tony Made, and, above all, Nicholas Blackston They all spent hours reviewing their case his tories with me, leaving nothing off the record, as well as giving me permission to listen to or watch voluminous audio and videotapes of their therapeutic sessions It is hard to imagine a naked vulnera bility than allowing an outsider to witness hours spent delving into your deepest, most charged and haunting intimacies explored under the powerful effect of MDMA Yet, these people made that sacrifice willingly, for no other reason than a sense of duty They felt the ther apy benefited them and quite possibly saved their lives, and they believed sharing their stories might help make the therapy available to others.I am moved and awed by their courage.Shroder filters the psychedelic world and presents a compelling case for supporting responsible, rigorous research of psychedelic compounds.Empty your mind of any preconceptions about psychedelic drugs and enjoy a fascinating trip through the politics, science, history, and promise of these controversial chemical compounds Booklist, STARRED REVIEWA well respected journalist offers evidence, both empirical and anecdotal, about the therapeutic benefits of psychedelic drugs.this clear eyed account explores both the complex history of the issue and the current thinking on the use of LSD, Ecstasy and other psychotropic substances for healing troubled minds.Occasionally, the stories are amusingoften, theyre movinga perceptive criticism of the failings of Americas war on drugs, and Shroder delivers an important historical perspective on a highly controversial issue in modern medicine Kirkus Acid Test explores the therapeutic possibilities of LSD and Ecstasy MDMA , and, broadly, the potential of the human mind.Guided by Shroders easy narrative tone, readers follow an activist, a marine, and a physician turned psychiatrist who developed a philosophy of psychedelic therapy through self experimentation.Shroder both informs readers about the drugs shadowy pasts and provides insight into the future of mental health Publishers WeeklyThis is not about the 60 s This book reveals the ongoing struggle to create valuable lasting therapies for PTSD in all its forms Funny, hopeful, and sad by turns, these stories make me believe that someday soon, MDMA will be accepted as valuable, even desirable, to counteract the despair of so many returning veterans and other souls whose lives are turned upside down by PTSD If ever interventions are needed, it is now Acid Test presents an alternative to anguish and anxiety, showing a route of return to balance by use of compassionate therapies along with an outlaw drug Millions of Americans suffer from the terrors of war or crime , and perhaps soon, we can say help is on the way.Carolyn Garcia, also known as Mountain Girl, a former Merry prankster and wife of Jerry GarciaOver the last thirty years women have gone from the kitchen to the boardroom, people of color from the woodshed to the White House, gay men and women from the closet to the altar, and all of us have embraced a new vision of life itself on this fragile blue planet Yet when we recall the factors that unleashed these dramatic transformations there is one ingredient in the recipe of social change that is always expunged from the record the fact that millions of us lay prostrate before the gates of awe having ingested LSD or some other psychedelic Tom Shroders Acid Test is an inspiring and profoundly hopeful book.Wade Davis, author of The Serpent and the RainbowTom Shroder has written a book that is at once captivating and utterly surprising, with mind blowing revelations of a lost history The scourge of war and trauma and the mysteries of human consciousness fills virtually every one of the gripping chapters With its impressive research, masterful storytelling and ultimately, the possibility of hope and healing, Acid Test is destined to be an important book.Brigid Schulte, author of Overwhelmed Acid Test is a trip of a different kind Tom Shroder makes the hunt for relief from modern wars biggest killersdepression and post traumatic stress disordercome alive in bright, unforgettable colors, characters and emotions.Dana Priest, Pulitzer Prize winning investigative reporter and author of Top Secret America Acid Test is a breath of fresh air after half a century of general hysteria, misinformation, confusion and questionable decisions of scientific, political, and legal authorities concerning psychedelic substances Tom Shroder s fascinating, well researched, and clearly writtenaccount of psychedelic history, from the discovery of LSD to the current worldwide renaissance ofinterest in these remarkable substances and revival of research in this area, is a tour de force Most importantsocially, economically, and politicallyis the books focus on the psychedelic newcomer MDMA Ecstasy The pilot studies of this substance suggest that it might play an important role in helping to solve the formidable problem of PTSD that kills American soldiers than the weapons of enemies.Stanislav Grof, M.D., author of LSD Psychotherapy, The Ultimate Journey, and Psychology of the FutureI read Acid Test with wonder and excitement Wonder at seeing a controversial topic through Tom Shroder s fresh and lucid eyes And excitement at the promise of healing that he reveals.David Von Drehle, author of Rise to Greatness Abraham Lincoln and America s Most Perilous YearTom Shroder weaves together three compelling stories with such mastery that Acid Test reads like a first rate novel The book is that much intriguing and consequential though because the stories are true and the subject matterthe healing of post traumatic stressof great currency and importance.We need to know how to treat the trauma that afflicts most of the world or were in deep trouble.Richard Rockefeller, former chairman of U.S Advisory Board of Doctors Without BordersIf you think LSD is a relic of the Sixties, or good for nothing except getting high, you need to read this riveting and important book Its the fascinating story of how LSD and MDMA can, with controlled use, bring near miraculous benefits to people suffering from mental trauma Tom Shroder is a fine journalist and a terrific writer in Acid Test, hes written a book that should start a long overdue national conversation, and someday may help to end a lot of unnecessary suffering.Dave BarryA captivating narrative with irresistible characters It will leave you wondering whether we have the moral right to oppose this breakthrough therapy.Gene Weingarten, two time Pulitzer Prize winning author of The Fiddler in the Subway Acid Test is a superb book The people Tom Shroder introduces us to are across the board fascinating, the reporting he s done is deep and persuasive, and the writing is dazzling Best of all, though, is what any open minded reader will feel after finishing Acid Test In a world of hurt, here is a new version of hope.David Finkel, Pulitzer Prize winning author of The Good Soldiers and Thank You for Your Service Acid Test is a trip of a different kind Tom Shroder makes the hunt for relief from modern wars biggest killersdepression and post traumatic stress disordercome alive in bright, unforgettable colors, characters and emotions.Dana Priest, Pulitzer Prize winning investigative reporter and author of Top Secret America Acid Testrepresents such a critical contribution to our societal awareness, one that I am honored to wholeheartedly support Faced with the challenge to alleviate the suffering of today s combat veterans, we must open ourselves to considering new modalities, revisiting therapeutic agents criminalized by fear and ideology, and harnessing the power of healing rituals and ancient wisdom Tom Shroder offers a timely and compelling story of stories, illustrating the struggles and opportunities for hope and healing Put politics and preconceptions aside open your mind read this book follow the data and speak truth to power so that scientific rigor and emerging knowledge can lead the way We owe our fellow humans no less.Loree Sutton, psychiatrist, retired US Army Brigadier General and founding director of the Defense Centers of Excellence for Psychological Health and Traumatic Brain Injury Bio Tom Shroder Shroder has been an award winning journalist, writer and editor for nearly years His new book, The Most Famous 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